First of all, I want to congratulate you for making a girl who love you so much cry.
She even dare to burst into tears suffering for you...
No, she wasn't offended with your emails, nor care about mass email...
If she wanted to be pissed off...then she would be pissed since long time ago...
For your not returning 'goodnite', 'have a nice weekend', 'have a great day', 'how are you' SMS...
For your ignorance in Skype...
For your no reaction when she's apologizing...
For you to say 'no...you don't miss me...how could you missed me if you don't know me'...
For your leave and saying 'we should not see each other again' when she's on her lowest low...
and many more...
yes It's her bad...
She should have realized that you...
don't need attention from her SMSs
talk to too many friends in Skype
do not care if she felt guilty
do not care that she really missed you
think that what's important is only your feeling, not hers...
It's just because
Today's email from you was like a sign for her...
on how she's no longer special for you...
that she's just that every other student that you sent mass email to...
that it's just a waste loving someone who hurt her constantly and continuously...
that her patience do have limitation,
that her heart needs respect and appreciation...
do what you have to do,
say what you have to say,
but She loves her more than she loves you...
and that you have always hurt her on purpose or not,
it does hurt her
and she hopes someday you'll realize it...
but today...She believes...She has to let you go, to cure her hurting heart...
so today...She decided to re-erase you again...because you give her only pain...
goodnite...and go
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